Its been a long time since I posted and I realized just how much blogging helped me in the past.

I can honestly say that my life is getting better slowly but surely. I have many ups and downs but I keep trying to look at the big picture and realize that in the grand scheme of things, my life is pretty darn good. I have my financial troubles that are drowning me alive and I fear serious repercussions for my actions but I try to not think about it when possible. My recovery is good...I have a wonder length of sobriety and on most days I try to practice the prinicples of the program in most of my affairs. I struggle with my kids and learning to be a good mom is a task within itself...

Its late here and I just wanted to make the effort to put down a few words this evening. I am going to try and make it a daily thing to write something. Its about making a commitment true??

Thank you God for this day and stay with me as I sleep.watch over my children and all my friends and family. Keep them safe from harm and bless them with happiness in all that they do. Thatk you for your gifts and even for the ones I dont receive because I know that everything is done according to your will and on your time.......

Amen