I started a new blog this afternoon. I love it here at Bravenet but this blog is more about my personal feelings when it comes to deep issues. It is my escape and place to write about things I would never dare say outloud to anyone I actually know. They are the crazy obsessive thoughts that people get tired of hearing after a point. You know what I mean....When you are talking and you just say one word or one name and everyone cringes. Well, this journal has allowed me to say the names and the feelings that make me sound crazy, really sad and just plain mental for that matter.

I am going to use my other blog to post about relevant matters that have to do with society as a whole. I will post educational information that I have experience with..like my BiPolar, my childhood sexual abuse, my addiction to drugs, alcohol and food...and my cynical views of todays world in all its unfounded and twisted glory.

This is my personal and emotional blog. It is saved for the days that I just cant talk to anyone else. Its going to be my place to Unwind My Mind and get to the root of why I feel so small on any given day.

Bravenet is my own personal therapist. I write the problem and in the process I sometimes find the solution and then again, there are subjects I have posted about that I never seem to find closure too. Chalk it up to my BiPolar or Just some good old fashioned OCD and there you have it!!.........

My hope is that I do not let this blog fall by the wayside. It is important to me that I have this safe place to unwind and release things.........Its my own little secret even though I just realized that if you google my name, this is the first thing that shows up....OUCH...Maybe I can change that somehow........

Ok TA for now......just for now.......

Namaste~

If anyone wants to share my new endeavor with me then join me @

http://unwindingthemindofacynic.blogspot.com/

Till Then...MWWWAAAHHHH